Wounded but not Broken

 I've accomplished much in my life

What I've put my mind to I've achieved

From running a marathon to publication

Learning words and exploration

The world has always found a way to show me I've succeeded

But complacent is how I came

To live my years and down in vain 

I've shared my bed with those I loved

To be ripped apart below and above

Yet my time with you was not like that

Each time I grew I knew I might laugh

That life wasn't over, it just merely begun 

No matter how hard, with you it was always fun

So this goodbye is damn hard to try

And smile with a joy inside of my eye 

I know it's the distance I know it's this place

But nonetheless I'm not a disgrace

It's not where either of us would want to be

You must do you so you can be free

I know I said where I want to be

So I'll work toward that freedom from misery 

My dearest Morticia for now it's goodbye

Will I ever get to hold you in my arms again? 

My thoughts say yes. 

Will it be anytime soon? 

My heart breaks knowing the answer. 


Don't shed a tear for this pain that I'm in 

It too will pass I know from within

Find your feet and move to your goal

The future holds what you like to mold

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